I was speaking with my good friend Angel today and we were discussing how it felt like we were living split timelines at the same time.
One that was deep and working out core shit and one that felt expansive and Quantum.
And I think this is a perfect teaching moment as we move into MAGNET tomorrow.
The deeper we go to clear the residue of the past, the greater our Quantum possibilities are.
I have personally been hitting some dark spots.
But that isn’t a bad thing.
I have been looking for a room with a hidden door.
It’s like I am in a pitch black space on my knees feeling the walls and the floor for the hatch that has the remnants that are creating things in my reality I feel ready to let go of.
But I can’t find the door.
I know I will continue to see the reflections until I find.
And then on the other side I feel great expansiveness moving in.
Like a birthing process.
But let me tell you.
This also has the feeling of swimming away from a ship that is sinking.
You are simultaneously going to the bottom while also making sure you have clearance from the downward momentum that could suck you under.
It requires a kind of anchoring to the vision you know is possible, while surrendering where you can to the sinking ship.
It is like creating a port key in Harry Potter.
That is the best way I can describe this location.
I know my future self.
She has been guiding me for a long as time.
And we must be the future self of the past versions who need us to dip back and remind us that we will in fact make it through.
And that there is something so so beautiful beyond spinning the drain.
Working the Hologram of our reality has always been part of my practice but the magic is just getting deeper and more mind blowing.
I can’t wait to show you the magic of this particular section of the path.
