If Lineage was taking the Lamborghini out of the garage

Eternity was getting it onto the Autobahn and driving a big smooth ride

As I moved into the event this year after a year of letting things go, deep digestion, digging really deep about what is being asked of me, releasing old attachments what I got so clear on is that I can no longer live held back or covered in anyway

It’s simply too painful

In my own talk I shared this

How much PAIN I have been in

And the reason why is that it’s holding the energy back

Having my foot on the gas and the break

Trying to be of service while keeping myself relatable and connectable?

I am laughing on the other side because we forget that our most relatable and connectable state is FULL OUT

Nothing covered or manipulated

And my body and everyone around me is so much better for it

There were a few things that were specific this year that were focuses:

Singing. People have heard me sing along w a song or two hear and there but I’m a SINGER

My channel has always been a vocal channel and I’ve buried my singing for years

Students always reflect that hearing my singing in ceremony has helped them open and i don’t think I have given it enough attention.

I worked with Emma to really get my voice back into shape. It opened like I’ve never experienced.

The song Somewhere by Barbara Streisand came into my head early on and I was like NFW I cannot sing that.

Well. Not only can I sing that. I sang it. And I nailed it. To open the field.

I also sang Lose Control to Kellen seated in the front and whew that was an edge!

I had to dig deep for that woman!

The Ceremonies.

The last couple of months I’ve taken SXBMB™️ to a new level.

I really worked to keep this in range for everyone.

They were slower, gentler, built the energy in a way that allowed for natural expansion without any external force.

I’m so excited about SXBMB™️ right now and where it’s going.

The Future of the Work

I’ve been in deep meditation about the future of this work and a big restructure of the business.

I wanted to include a reveal of this at ETERNITY to solidify my claiming of it and to inspire others about the vision for where we are going.

This spot has been challenging the last couple of years because the deeper I move into service the less I want to be on the internet promoting myself and the business.

But I realize this is also not being full out.

And I needed to step forward and own it.

I watched @morphenius record a testimonial yesterday and he was comparing other work he has done that he described as helpful and then he said “But this is real.” And it landed deeply for me that yes, I must claim this.

What we are doing here is the REAL FUCKING DEAL and it creates REAL AND LASTING TRANSFORMATION

We are changing lives in ways that blow my mind.

Watching women (and men) come home to themselves is ways that are indescribable.

Seeing them blossom into full, grounded, embodied WOMEN

There was a small amount of debris to deal with but I chose to open my heart and just handle all of it with an enormous amount of love.

I also shared my heart like I’ve never allowed myself to be seen. Possibly ever.

It was huge. I prepared for this.

And I’m ready to step into it and hold it.

I love you all so much.

Thank your for being there, for your love, for receiving, for doing the deep work, for really going there for yourselves.

We made it past the breakers.

No going back.

New level unlocked.

I woke up this morning with love and joy.

My heart is full.

My body feels good.

Looking forward to walking into my 46th year tomorrow and all the exciting things in front of us

From the bottom of my heart and the depths of my soul, thank you.

If Lineage was taking the Lamborghini out of the garage

Eternity was getting it onto the Autobahn and driving a big smooth ride

As I moved into the event this year after a year of letting things go, deep digestion, digging really deep about what is being asked of me, releasing old attachments what I got so clear on is that I can no longer live held back or covered in anyway

It’s simply too painful

In my own talk I shared this

How much PAIN I have been in

And the reason why is that it’s holding the energy back

Having my foot on the gas and the break

Trying to be of service while keeping myself relatable and connectable?

I am laughing on the other side because we forget that our most relatable and connectable state is FULL OUT

Nothing covered or manipulated

And my body and everyone around me is so much better for it

There were a few things that were specific this year that were focuses:

Singing. People have heard me sing along w a song or two hear and there but I’m a SINGER

My channel has always been a vocal channel and I’ve buried my singing for years

Students always reflect that hearing my singing in ceremony has helped them open and i don’t think I have given it enough attention.

I worked with Emma to really get my voice back into shape. It opened like I’ve never experienced.

The song Somewhere by Barbara Streisand came into my head early on and I was like NFW I cannot sing that.

Well. Not only can I sing that. I sang it. And I nailed it. To open the field.

I also sang Lose Control to Kellen seated in the front and whew that was an edge!

I had to dig deep for that woman!

The Ceremonies.

The last couple of months I’ve taken SXBMB™️ to a new level.

I really worked to keep this in range for everyone.

They were slower, gentler, built the energy in a way that allowed for natural expansion without any external force.

I’m so excited about SXBMB™️ right now and where it’s going.

The Future of the Work

I’ve been in deep meditation about the future of this work and a big restructure of the business.

I wanted to include a reveal of this at ETERNITY to solidify my claiming of it and to inspire others about the vision for where we are going.

This spot has been challenging the last couple of years because the deeper I move into service the less I want to be on the internet promoting myself and the business.

But I realize this is also not being full out.

And I needed to step forward and own it.

I watched @morphenius record a testimonial yesterday and he was comparing other work he has done that he described as helpful and then he said “But this is real.” And it landed deeply for me that yes, I must claim this.

What we are doing here is the REAL FUCKING DEAL and it creates REAL AND LASTING TRANSFORMATION

We are changing lives in ways that blow my mind.

Watching women (and men) come home to themselves is ways that are indescribable.

Seeing them blossom into full, grounded, embodied WOMEN

There was a small amount of debris to deal with but I chose to open my heart and just handle all of it with an enormous amount of love.

I also shared my heart like I’ve never allowed myself to be seen. Possibly ever.

It was huge. I prepared for this.

And I’m ready to step into it and hold it.

I love you all so much.

Thank your for being there, for your love, for receiving, for doing the deep work, for really going there for yourselves.

We made it past the breakers.

No going back.

New level unlocked.

I woke up this morning with love and joy.

My heart is full.

My body feels good.

Looking forward to walking into my 46th year tomorrow and all the exciting things in front of us

From the bottom of my heart and the depths of my soul, thank you.