I want to discuss the energetic of DISCIPLINE

The FORCE OF WILL that overpowers WHAT IS to make something what our EGO WANTs it to be

My experience of Discipline is very different than Commitment

See I won’t do anything from Discipline

Everything I hold in my life is done from a kind of momentum that is held from deep foundational truth

What is important about this is that my COMMITMENTS are aligned with UNIVERSAL WILL, the will of my SOUL or G-d’s will. However you like imagine it

Commitment is not punishing, it is deeply deeply loving

Here is the law.

No amount of personal discipline can override G-d’s will – for a time it will look like – but the piper must be paid

No amount of personal discipline can save you from TRUTH – she always comes home to roost

I have watched people I know who were some of the healthiest disciplined people I know die at 50

Discipline is simply making you feel in control when you are not

When you use force of will to achieve an outcome you are trading your limited life force energy in exchange for creating something your EGO wants

You need to SPEND energy to create it

When you get in alignment with Universal Law, you are gaining energy to SERVE IT

So when you COMMIT, you are hooking yourself into a power greater than yourself and that power is GIVING you energy in exchange for your service…

The soul is here to learn and expand and that doesn’t have a particular LOOK to it

There are many stops on the journey and on the process

I know people who are fanatical in their opinions about things like this and they have some of the most punishing, rigid, dogmatic personalities I know

Simply put, commitment is energetically more efficient than discipline

When I see highly disciplined people mostly I see people who are incapable of failing, of ego death, of being a pile of mush on the floor.

Incapable of being wrong, being unattractive, unsuccessful

Most of them are in DEEP and I mean deep avoidance.

Like a runaway train that I watch with one eye saying…ok they are going to crash and it’s not going to be pretty

Why? because they are moving away from something

When you are on slow moving unraveling you may feel like you are “Doing” nothing but what is actually happening is that you are releasing… very slowly

I keep thinking about this in relationship to my current and previous journey with my body… i nearly said weight but it isn’t actually about my weight at all

It is about a deep deep healing that doesn’t look so pretty

This journey has had me going so slow, so gentle, not one ounce of forcing.

Opening layer by layer at the speed of the slowest most terrified part

Fully accepting the patience and attention it is taking to heal so many layers including the many layers of my home

That there is literally no amount of discipline that could override this

Interestingly enough, I have gained the most weight on my journey when I have grown the most emotionally and spiritually

I have cleared all the Terror from my system

I have gone to places so deep I didn’t know they existed

I have softened and transformed my heart in ways I didn’t know was possible

My ability to move energy and transform things in myself and others is frankly mind altering…

So why the weight? Who knows. I am patient and my brilliant body will correct itself when we get to that part.

I want to discuss the energetic of DISCIPLINE

The FORCE OF WILL that overpowers WHAT IS to make something what our EGO WANTs it to be

My experience of Discipline is very different than Commitment

See I won’t do anything from Discipline

Everything I hold in my life is done from a kind of momentum that is held from deep foundational truth

What is important about this is that my COMMITMENTS are aligned with UNIVERSAL WILL, the will of my SOUL or G-d’s will. However you like imagine it

Commitment is not punishing, it is deeply deeply loving

Here is the law.

No amount of personal discipline can override G-d’s will – for a time it will look like – but the piper must be paid

No amount of personal discipline can save you from TRUTH – she always comes home to roost

I have watched people I know who were some of the healthiest disciplined people I know die at 50

Discipline is simply making you feel in control when you are not

When you use force of will to achieve an outcome you are trading your limited life force energy in exchange for creating something your EGO wants

You need to SPEND energy to create it

When you get in alignment with Universal Law, you are gaining energy to SERVE IT

So when you COMMIT, you are hooking yourself into a power greater than yourself and that power is GIVING you energy in exchange for your service…

The soul is here to learn and expand and that doesn’t have a particular LOOK to it

There are many stops on the journey and on the process

I know people who are fanatical in their opinions about things like this and they have some of the most punishing, rigid, dogmatic personalities I know

Simply put, commitment is energetically more efficient than discipline

When I see highly disciplined people mostly I see people who are incapable of failing, of ego death, of being a pile of mush on the floor.

Incapable of being wrong, being unattractive, unsuccessful

Most of them are in DEEP and I mean deep avoidance.

Like a runaway train that I watch with one eye saying…ok they are going to crash and it’s not going to be pretty

Why? because they are moving away from something

When you are on slow moving unraveling you may feel like you are “Doing” nothing but what is actually happening is that you are releasing… very slowly

I keep thinking about this in relationship to my current and previous journey with my body… i nearly said weight but it isn’t actually about my weight at all

It is about a deep deep healing that doesn’t look so pretty

This journey has had me going so slow, so gentle, not one ounce of forcing.

Opening layer by layer at the speed of the slowest most terrified part

Fully accepting the patience and attention it is taking to heal so many layers including the many layers of my home

That there is literally no amount of discipline that could override this

Interestingly enough, I have gained the most weight on my journey when I have grown the most emotionally and spiritually

I have cleared all the Terror from my system

I have gone to places so deep I didn’t know they existed

I have softened and transformed my heart in ways I didn’t know was possible

My ability to move energy and transform things in myself and others is frankly mind altering…

So why the weight? Who knows. I am patient and my brilliant body will correct itself when we get to that part.