I planned an anniversary trip for Kellen and I up to Sedona. I decided to book some activities which is not like me at all. I booked a glass blowing class and I was looking for someone local who could take us to some special land sites off the beaten path. I found this woman‘s […]

I have felt this particular doorway coming for a while and I’ve felt the agitation up to this point. The last parts of old patterns flailing in me and being magnified in others. The girl who Was An entitled Ungrateful Taking Closed Non-receptive Cold-hearted Superior Know it all Judgemental Bitchy Non-caring Black and white thinking […]

I want everyone to know something very very important. I am ALWAYS ok when people leave. The community always lives on when people leave. What I care about is HOW it’s done. With grace, respect, dignity and reverence for the work you have done while here. I had a community member who left a couple […]

There is a trend I’ve been noticing about women without the training or systems or knowledge to guide people into working with PSSY. Women who have come into my container and created copies of SXBMB™️ (Which you can’t btw because it is coded by my field), or created things that they no idea the impact […]

Yesterday, after five long, full days of working the Monarch retreat I climbed onto one of my body / energy worker’s table and melted. Everything in my body was just butter. All the places that usually grip were malleable. She said to me “This is the most relaxed I have ever felt your nervous system.” […]

First, I want to say up front that I do not teach about food. At ALL. There is no mention of food in any of my personal teachings in any program. People have this misconception that I’m out here telling women to get fat. It’s so ridiculous it’s laughable. I’ll come back to this in […]

The way an energetic system expands is to push the edges out to be able to hold more. But until the expansion happens what it feels like is that you are bursting at the seams and it can be leaky, spilling when even the slightest more comes in. I’ve felt this way since Burst and […]

I was reading a friend’s post about the slew of Masters who also had “fucked up” humanity. And how the lay person looks at these people and thinks that they have “blind spots”. And I find it laughable. Because at that level of Mastery you can see. The difference is you can ACCEPT. You can […]

I was skeptical of loving people and I actually thought it was kind of gross. Early in my spiritual journey I remember someone saying to me “You can’t feel our love can you?” And I couldn’t. She told me loving me was like pouring water on concrete. It was said in a way that I […]

Oh she is so alluring the way she weaves words that touch our deepest wounds, slicing them open so they can bleed again and again. The pain – temporarily – brings us down from the prison of the mind and feels cathartic. The words that make our deepest unseen parts feel seen and not alone. […]

The standard kind is layering Ego to create a complex multilayered identity that makes it seem like you unique. The second is to peel away that which is not True and allow the universe to move through you in the way it could only move through you. The first leads to disconnection, comparison, loneliness and […]

I’ve been wanting to talk about something that I see that’s pretty obvious to me but the populace seems to be wooed by the illusion of the media. These mass shootings are operations. They are America’s suicide bombers. A suicide bomber rarely acts alone. They are a disposable messenger who is: – programmed -funded – […]

There is something I want to discuss about working with Energy, and why I teach Energetic Mastery. Energy sets the laws. And if you become a student of energy for personal gain but you aren’t open to really receive and serve or if you take a partial amount of the teachings, well then you will […]

I’m not sure when it happened, this swampy collapse of personal irresponsibility into lap of “The Government” but I want to send this deep into the underpinnings of your psyche: The Government is Not Responsible If you go through your life I want you to think about where you think the government is responsible for […]

Houston, We have a problem. And the problem is not abortions. It’s not a woman’s right to choose. It’s not even privacy. We have a foundational disruption to the bedrock of the Government. We have members of Congress chanting a Supreme Court decision is illegitimate. And we have smug justices thinking they are somehow doing […]

When we experience the world through our wounds, we are not experiencing things as they are. This is hard to accept especially if we are still using the lens of victim consciousness. We seek the world to become a “safe space” instead of investigating why we are having the experience over and over again. Sure […]

Oof. What a gut punching question right? Well you aren’t alone. So much of mine has been. And I’m so grateful for my trauma because it was the best teacher. But it’s taken me a long time and lifetimes of work to be able to say that. There were times I didn’t even want to […]

This is such a bitter pill to swallow. But the “make me safe” strategy is one that hands power over and leaves one in a “prey” or perpetual victim state dependent on external protection. It also sets the protector up as either savior or perpetrator. The people who feel better relying on external forces for […]