Let me tell you about shame. It is paralyzing for people. It is also at the root of many addictions. People LOVE to feel shame. Yes. That’s right. People LOVE to feel shame. They do so many things just to feel it. I remember the sting of shame I felt as a child when it […]

Let me give you a quick lesson in energetics. I teach this in depth in my program DEVOTION. When we are descending through the layers of our external to internal world, pockets of unprocessed trauma are kept in rooms or shells or vaults or however you would like to visualize a compartment with a hard […]

I was watching a reel yesterday about something they are teaching in schools. Taking different groups and putting them into columns of oppressor and oppressed Heterosexuals, white people, people living in their god given embodiment all oppressors. Oh and Jews. Jews are apparently oppressors to. Women (just not white or Jewish women) any kind of […]

As adults, we play out and process the childhood pain that’s almost too immeasurable to feel through a hologram of experiences. As adults we are able to talk about “bad” experiences we had but it is rare to see people write about what’s truly underneath these adult experiences. Writing about their violent alcoholic mother, the […]

I am not a believer in activism. Most people cannot do activism without the belief taking root as their identity. And then their identity attaches to their nemesis and they become not only one with it, their passion actually fuels the thing they are fighting against. Someone recently commented that they didn’t understand how I […]

I want to make a distinction in practice. The difference between going unconscious in a trigger, and consciously allowing your human to be wounded. What’s the difference? I’m in this inquiry because I just had a falling out with a friend who reacted in a deeply unconscious way and then covered it up with a […]

Unless you personally know my woman and I have allowed you into the deep recesses of my heart we are not friends If you have not met my inner child we are not friends. If I don’t pick up the phone and call you, we are not friends. If interactions are me holding you we […]

The farther I go on this path the more impressed I am with what I can meet. I nearly used the word handle but that’s an old version of this. The tough it out version. Grin and bare it. Don’t be a wuss. You are so strong… Perri. That version just didn’t get to be […]

What is innocence? Innocence is a state of unbroken wonder. A state of discovery. A state that still holds the oneness beyond the veil. Innocence is a genuine not knowing and is truly reserved for children. Some children don’t even get to enjoy their innocence. Most cultures initiate children into adulthood to break this innocence […]

We all like to think we are honest people. But total honesty is rare. Really. Let’s unpack it. A liar … liar liar pants on fire Oh to be called a liar! See a liar is a very specific thing. A lie is not simply not telling the truth, it’s crafting a fabrication. It’s many […]

As I suspected, a few people have taken my vulnerable post about a nuanced energetic I shared about my own trauma response, one that is probably sub perceptible to most to be confused with my adjustments and sword. Folks I serve Truth. I adjust and attune people to a particular energetic. And I am fierce […]

My experience of this path is that when you first begin it gives you a wide berth. Plenty of room for mistakes, to run patterns again and again. The ability to take shortcuts. And as you develop a deeper relationship with the energetic power that is Truth, she gets tighter. The slap is harder and […]