There was a time when I was happy to waste my time and life force on debate and internet discussions. It fed the mental part of me that wanted to chew on things and prove a point. It’s Egoic entertainment. Pushing dirt around. Agreeing to disagree. Respecting and giving space to all opinions and individual […]

I felt the spot of panic yesterday. It’s like the little kid who fucked something up and is terrified she isn’t going to be able to fix it. It’s a birth memory and a young memory. “Don’t leave me. Give me another chance. Let me get it right.” This is the spot that freezes when […]

What is innocence? Innocence is a state of unbroken wonder. A state of discovery. A state that still holds the oneness beyond the veil. Innocence is a genuine not knowing and is truly reserved for children. Some children don’t even get to enjoy their innocence. Most cultures initiate children into adulthood to break this innocence […]

I generally just don’t care. And before you describe that as “cold” or “arrogant” let me reframe this for you. I live in deep relationship with a particular thread of energy that runs through all things in one way or another. It’s the only thing I care about. Being in tune and in sync with […]

My dearest women. I have an important public service announcement. There is no amount of fawning for Daddy that is going to compete with a plump, electric, juicy, dripping pussy. Stop with this Polarity nonsense and just focus on the biology.  You don’t do this FOR a man.  But this will attract the right men. […]

My experience of this path is that when you first begin it gives you a wide berth. Plenty of room for mistakes, to run patterns again and again. The ability to take shortcuts. And as you develop a deeper relationship with the energetic power that is Truth, she gets tighter. The slap is harder and […]

I have hit a new baseline and it feels like a wide open pasture…. Nothing for forever. And some part of me is like, this is unsustainable we are going to collapse. Except we aren’t. It’s just pure field all the time. I remember a couple of years ago I moved to a new level […]

I planned an anniversary trip for Kellen and I up to Sedona. I decided to book some activities which is not like me at all. I booked a glass blowing class and I was looking for someone local who could take us to some special land sites off the beaten path. I found this woman‘s […]

I want everyone to know something very very important. I am ALWAYS ok when people leave. The community always lives on when people leave. What I care about is HOW it’s done. With grace, respect, dignity and reverence for the work you have done while here. I had a community member who left a couple […]

There is a trend I’ve been noticing about women without the training or systems or knowledge to guide people into working with PSSY. Women who have come into my container and created copies of SXBMB™️ (Which you can’t btw because it is coded by my field), or created things that they no idea the impact […]

I was reading a friend’s post about the slew of Masters who also had “fucked up” humanity. And how the lay person looks at these people and thinks that they have “blind spots”. And I find it laughable. Because at that level of Mastery you can see. The difference is you can ACCEPT. You can […]

I was skeptical of loving people and I actually thought it was kind of gross. Early in my spiritual journey I remember someone saying to me “You can’t feel our love can you?” And I couldn’t. She told me loving me was like pouring water on concrete. It was said in a way that I […]