I have worked with many women who have sexual and other trauma.

I don’t specifically address the Trauma directly in a lot of cases (I brought Angel in to be able to do that kind of surgical work) but the trauma heals in the work.

Why do I think this is?

Because ultimately I work with energy and trauma is just stuck energy at its core.

The way I guide people is to be able to hold themselves and everything that is happening in their body, including their deepest trauma.

While I don’t have sexual trauma I’m aware of I most definitely have preverbal trauma and when I have accessed these spots it’s like holding and turning into sheer terror. It is just so intense. Because when the energy got stuck it was life or death. So it can feel like we won’t make it if we touch it.

As we grow our capacity to stay conscious in high sensation (through embodiment practices like SXBMB™️) we can hold ourselves in places we once numbed out of, dissociated or distracted from.

I worked with one woman as an example who had ongoing childhood sexual trauma. She came to me very excited one day and she said “Perri! Oh my God I have been terrified of my own life force!!!! That’s it!” And the reclamation she had in this moment was profound. And it’s forever. No one can ever take that from her.

I’m a big big big fan of self work and self holding as much as possible, inside of community where you have a kind of outer shell. And then surgical holding in spots that need extra attention when we can’t stay conscious.

But ultimately I believe in working within range, which means where we can be self held, and expanding at a pace that pushes the edges of our self holding.

Part of the reason I hired Angel was because a lot of people don’t even know what self holding or true self responsibility is. You don’t need to have a traumatic event to have trauma and you don’t need to have trauma to have inner child needs running your life.

But the dance with the inner child really comes at all places on the journey. Sometimes you go deep on your own and something deep opens. It’s not linear.

I’ve created a new quiz in the Devotion flow that will help you assess where you are and what part of my work is a good place to enter.

And here is the thing, you actually can’t make a mistake. Because everything is slow enough that if you go out of range we can always dial back or move you to a different program or get you some one on one support.

I teach you how to hold yourself under all conditions. It’s really what brings you into your conscious adulthood (no matter your age 😉) This translates into better boundaries, communication and relationships.

You learn how to live as a practice. Your whole life becomes your teacher. You learn to see your mind and patterns in a way you haven’t before.

Combined with the work we do in SXBMB™️ It expands your nervous system so your mind doesn’t take over to protect you from your own life force.

There is a method to the madness!

I have worked with many women who have sexual and other trauma.

I don’t specifically address the Trauma directly in a lot of cases (I brought Angel in to be able to do that kind of surgical work) but the trauma heals in the work.

Why do I think this is?

Because ultimately I work with energy and trauma is just stuck energy at its core.

The way I guide people is to be able to hold themselves and everything that is happening in their body, including their deepest trauma.

While I don’t have sexual trauma I’m aware of I most definitely have preverbal trauma and when I have accessed these spots it’s like holding and turning into sheer terror. It is just so intense. Because when the energy got stuck it was life or death. So it can feel like we won’t make it if we touch it.

As we grow our capacity to stay conscious in high sensation (through embodiment practices like SXBMB™️) we can hold ourselves in places we once numbed out of, dissociated or distracted from.

I worked with one woman as an example who had ongoing childhood sexual trauma. She came to me very excited one day and she said “Perri! Oh my God I have been terrified of my own life force!!!! That’s it!” And the reclamation she had in this moment was profound. And it’s forever. No one can ever take that from her.

I’m a big big big fan of self work and self holding as much as possible, inside of community where you have a kind of outer shell. And then surgical holding in spots that need extra attention when we can’t stay conscious.

But ultimately I believe in working within range, which means where we can be self held, and expanding at a pace that pushes the edges of our self holding.

Part of the reason I hired Angel was because a lot of people don’t even know what self holding or true self responsibility is. You don’t need to have a traumatic event to have trauma and you don’t need to have trauma to have inner child needs running your life.

But the dance with the inner child really comes at all places on the journey. Sometimes you go deep on your own and something deep opens. It’s not linear.

I’ve created a new quiz in the Devotion flow that will help you assess where you are and what part of my work is a good place to enter.

And here is the thing, you actually can’t make a mistake. Because everything is slow enough that if you go out of range we can always dial back or move you to a different program or get you some one on one support.

I teach you how to hold yourself under all conditions. It’s really what brings you into your conscious adulthood (no matter your age 😉) This translates into better boundaries, communication and relationships.

You learn how to live as a practice. Your whole life becomes your teacher. You learn to see your mind and patterns in a way you haven’t before.

Combined with the work we do in SXBMB™️ It expands your nervous system so your mind doesn’t take over to protect you from your own life force.

There is a method to the madness!